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      Posted by bennyheartman

      on Oct 13, 2010

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      I wish to become famous. I play guitar. I am good looking with a shaved head and I am a young adult. I have a wonderful positive personality and have no job but go to college pursuing video game design. I owe money to collections at 19 years old. I have moved eleven times since I was born. My parents got divorced, which took 6 years. My mom lied to me about my dad and told me horrible stories about him so that I would stop seeing him. She kicked my little brother and me out of her house and told us we had to move in with him even though I hadn't spoken to him in 2 years.I re-established a relationship with my father. Then my mom let us move back in with her. My dad and mother had to spend all our riches on lawyer fees until they were broke. They still blame each other while I, still to this day, am put in the middle of things. Anyway my mom moved us around Tacoma in 5 different houses. Finally we settled in a nice clean neighborhood with old style houses. I adjusted to living in a middle-class neighborhood; however, just as I thought we were finally settled after living in our house for two years, my mom decided to move to ghetto apartments because her psychotic baby murdering boyfriend cannot afford the rent. My mom met her boyfriend in Seattle, and he moved in one night. He kept sacrificial journals and documents underneath her bed including his 3 fake ID's and much other disturbing items. He was banned from stepping foot in an airport. My mom kicked him out around 12 times in the past 3 years. We moved 3 times throughout this situation. The house we are living in together now will no longer be ours. The rent raised because they tore the carpets out and painted the floors white so the Landlord raised the cost of rent and here I stand with my brother. We are the only two who are sane around here. We are sane and we includes my 2 brothers and 1 sister. My parents divorce ended nasty. My dad broke his neck, my moms lawyer died, and now my mom's mom broke her neck after lying in court saying that my dad's broken neck was not broken. I cannot afford the cost of putting my teenage childhood video tapes onto a DVD to transfer them onto youtube.com. They are amazing hilarious videos which document the silly lives of my entire family. The parental separation was not only rough, but was also well known by many living in Washington. The fact of the matter is the people here do not know the entire truth behind the stories. I am living it rough as well. All I can do is remain under pressure and stress, and decide to make excellent choices, live a healthy lifestyle, and happily move forward. I live off of pure luck, or God has decided to grant me good fortune for when I say a meaningful prayer, he answers them. All I have left in my life is a 4runner, a guitar, a television, a playstation, a bed, and faith that the Lord will answer my questions soon enough. I look forward to graduation in 2013 at International Academy of Design and Technology. I am pursuing video game design. I love playing guitar, and have played for 11 years. I began writing my own symphonies on guitar when I turned 14 years old. I have never lost interest ever since. I still feel disgusted realizing that I have gotten nowhere in life so far. I also must remember, things will always get better no matter what the circumstances. It is how our world functions. I wish to become famous.
      Thank you and sorry for handing you a burden those of you who read this. Have an excellent week!
      If anybody is interested, I have recorded a few wonderful songs onto my album and I will email them to you as long as you spread the word. I spend tons of time on my music and continue to write fantastic songs on guitar! Thank you again!

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        1. Redwitty05 posted on Feb 9, 2012
        Hi Benny

        I know it's been a long time since your last post. Just wondering how things have progressed thus far?

        You sure have gone through a lot. I'm sorry for the troubles your crazy mom has put you and your siblings through.

        I wish I was my own 'Oprah Winfrey'. I'd love to help out people as ambitious as you.

        So, do you still write songs??

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